It's been a really long time. This time I've done it. Stayed out of here for three months. To be honest, I thought about closing the blog, but then again, it can always change character. As I did, in a way.

And guess what: after a big hiatus, I'm shooting once again. This time, dancers.


Growing up part y

When I first started this blog, I was a 19 year old ignorant. In a month or so I'll be 26 and many things have changed since then. I don't think I'll be able to post as much, or find any more followers, but these are things that matter little to me anymore.

Well, the phase that I'm in is all about changes and plans. In 4 months (sounds pretty scary) I'll be free from this island and, by the way, a master degree graduate. And then comes Athens, work, insurance, paying for your own life etc, etc, etc. I can't wait.

"Adult" life is all about choices (or the ones you don't have). Earning enough money to pay my rent will be a whole new exciting experience. I don't know when or how I will achieve this, but, seriously, I can't wait.

I won't bore you with anymore details.


The one I fear the most

You don't usually become a hero once you grow up. And it seems that our generation is full of such expectations.

Here, on my new homely island, I've found a woman. One I sympathize with and, simultaneously, one I don't want to end up like. Tough one, ain't it. Because she's an adorable piece of bull. Open, happy, insecure and fed up. All in one package. And choosing to live alone.

I can relate to many of her characteristics. Seeing her act like she does, I could see a previous version of myself growing up. But I don't think this is me and my future anymore. And this only makes you wonder, did she take the wrong side of the road, or is your own happiness short-lived? I cannot answer to that convincingly right now. But this adorable, rude, drunk, middle-aged mother of five and owner of a high class restaurant triggers my savior instinct. And, considering her case, I feel completely hopeless.

Good night wanderers. And happy new year.